Ooooh blogger has a new layout thingy!!
Looks nicer now. I might continue blogging!
Let's see now. I have nothing much to say currently.
Maybe next time?
Sunday, July 11, 2010
Thursday, May 20, 2010
I'm just sitting on my bed and suddenly I realise how useless I am.
I know a lot of things, but I'm good at none.
A jack of all trades, a master of none.
I can earn money, I cannot keep.
I can study, I cannot do well.
I can sing and play the guitar, I cannot perform well.
I can do the housework and cook, I cannot do them well.
I can help my brother with his homework, I cannot teach well.
I can talk a lot, I cannot speak well.
I can give advice, I cannot follow them well.
I can listen, I cannot remember.
I ask people to be happy, I get emotional.
It's just another of those days. I just feel like a burden to everybody. =.=
I'm graduating next Tuesday. My friend on Monday.
I need a job. I need someone there for me. I guess I was too used to somebody being there for me when I need it. I need to grow up. I need to learn. I need more time. Maybe I shouldn't think too much eh?
I know a lot of things, but I'm good at none.
A jack of all trades, a master of none.
I can earn money, I cannot keep.
I can study, I cannot do well.
I can sing and play the guitar, I cannot perform well.
I can do the housework and cook, I cannot do them well.
I can help my brother with his homework, I cannot teach well.
I can talk a lot, I cannot speak well.
I can give advice, I cannot follow them well.
I can listen, I cannot remember.
I ask people to be happy, I get emotional.
It's just another of those days. I just feel like a burden to everybody. =.=
I'm graduating next Tuesday. My friend on Monday.
I need a job. I need someone there for me. I guess I was too used to somebody being there for me when I need it. I need to grow up. I need to learn. I need more time. Maybe I shouldn't think too much eh?
Monday, May 10, 2010
it's may, and my work in april has ended.
it's one of the most enjoyable experience i ever had.
have made lotsa new friends, most of which i'm keeping and will make the effort to continue being friends.
learnt new things as well. especially about track events. learnt new soft skills as well. will help me in the long run
i really enjoyed working with this bunch of people, this company, this lady boss. i hope they feel the same way too :)
i need to find one day to go to school to collect my graduation gown. yes, i'm graduating. May 25, if you wanna take a picture with me, let me know!
talking about graduation. smu, ntu has sent me rejection letters. not a surprise to me, kinda expected it. but it still hurt. and it came while i was sick and rolling around in bed. awful. next thing in line, work. am looking for a full time job (i know it's not gonna be as fun as the previous one i've worked but i want to make the most out of it). i hope i find one that suits me. i am really picky. and i know that they say "beggars can't be choosers". well. i'm not a beggar, and i jolly well can choose what i want to do.i don't want a job that makes me sit in front of a computer typing random numbers and letters from 9 - 6. i won't learn anything from there.
i want a job that lets me work, and learn at the same time. because i believe that learning never stops (note, i said learning, not studies) try as many things as i can to find out what suits me best :)
and i know i haven't been updating, but if you followed my facebook, twitter and tumblr closely, you will know what's going on in my life ! GO FOLLOW ME NAO!
it's one of the most enjoyable experience i ever had.
have made lotsa new friends, most of which i'm keeping and will make the effort to continue being friends.
learnt new things as well. especially about track events. learnt new soft skills as well. will help me in the long run
i really enjoyed working with this bunch of people, this company, this lady boss. i hope they feel the same way too :)
i need to find one day to go to school to collect my graduation gown. yes, i'm graduating. May 25, if you wanna take a picture with me, let me know!
talking about graduation. smu, ntu has sent me rejection letters. not a surprise to me, kinda expected it. but it still hurt. and it came while i was sick and rolling around in bed. awful. next thing in line, work. am looking for a full time job (i know it's not gonna be as fun as the previous one i've worked but i want to make the most out of it). i hope i find one that suits me. i am really picky. and i know that they say "beggars can't be choosers". well. i'm not a beggar, and i jolly well can choose what i want to do.i don't want a job that makes me sit in front of a computer typing random numbers and letters from 9 - 6. i won't learn anything from there.
i want a job that lets me work, and learn at the same time. because i believe that learning never stops (note, i said learning, not studies) try as many things as i can to find out what suits me best :)
and i know i haven't been updating, but if you followed my facebook, twitter and tumblr closely, you will know what's going on in my life ! GO FOLLOW ME NAO!
Sunday, April 11, 2010
What's wrong with me?
I'm like a bird, I'll only fly away.
Don't know what has come over me these few days. Been feeling really down. Maybe it's the weather, maybe it's my hormones, maybe it's the people, maybe...
I know my recent Facebook statuses have been really emo. But I have no idea why I'm like that. I'm trying very hard to stay happy. But, it is hard. Maybe I'm born to be upset and sad.
Maybe. Now only if there wasn't so much maybes.
Don't know what has come over me these few days. Been feeling really down. Maybe it's the weather, maybe it's my hormones, maybe it's the people, maybe...
I know my recent Facebook statuses have been really emo. But I have no idea why I'm like that. I'm trying very hard to stay happy. But, it is hard. Maybe I'm born to be upset and sad.
Maybe. Now only if there wasn't so much maybes.
Friday, March 19, 2010
My mother's birthday
See!? Told you I'm gonna post pictures of my mum's birthday.
I'm so hardworking :D
The cake we got her from Awfully Chocolate (or something..)
Her with baby number 1 Colee
Celebrated at my Ah Yi's house.
Candle blown out already..
Her with baby 1 & 2 Colee and Deeno
Picture taking
Cut Cake!!
Cutting to smaller pieces to share
Here's what happened that day.
We ignored her for the whole day. Nobody said anything about celebrating her birthday. She only knew that we were gonna buy a cake for her. She called daddy and he didn't know anything (which was true cuz we didn't exactly planned anything with him).
Ah yi called me asking how we were gonna celebrate her birthday. I told her we're gonna get cake from Vivo. She said okay, how about dinner. I went o.O right.. we forgot about dinner. -.-
So she suggested her place, she's gonna order pizza and KFC (the usual..) and invite her over. Nobody is to tell mummy that we were gonna celebrate at her house.
Okay.. so my mum went home after work, left some money for my sis to get dinner for ourselves and waited for my ah yi to fetch her to her house. She was complaining how nobody remembered her birthday, and that nobody cared for her etc.
When we arrived at Ah yi's house (with cakes and babies in full force, daddy even went to fetch grandma to celebrate together!) she was sulking.
I know she's happy but she doesn't show. Maybe she's tired or sth. But I know you're happy :)
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MUMMY! I LOVE YOU :)
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
siblings
i don't know how many posts have i dedicated to my siblings
but tell me. how stupid can your siblings be?
mine? really stupid.
my brother just decided to throw the newspapers that we put on the floor for the dogs to pee and poo into the toilet bowl. and flushed them down.
tell me. why is it that me and my sister can be so smart and have common sense but my brother who came out the same place we did, be so retarded?
he must've gotten all the recessive genes.
or maybe he's just different, maybe i should see things his way?
no. any other way i see it. nobody in their straight minds will FLUSH NEWSPAPERS DOWN TOILET BOWLS. right?
urgh.
but tell me. how stupid can your siblings be?
mine? really stupid.
my brother just decided to throw the newspapers that we put on the floor for the dogs to pee and poo into the toilet bowl. and flushed them down.
tell me. why is it that me and my sister can be so smart and have common sense but my brother who came out the same place we did, be so retarded?
he must've gotten all the recessive genes.
or maybe he's just different, maybe i should see things his way?
no. any other way i see it. nobody in their straight minds will FLUSH NEWSPAPERS DOWN TOILET BOWLS. right?
urgh.
Thursday, March 11, 2010
Sunday, March 07, 2010
I remember when I was in Secondary school, Mass Communication was my only choice.
My grades sucked. but who cares. I liked mcm. and i thought to myself, as long as i do well in o'levels. and i did! i managed to scrape my ass into mcm (only to be disappointed cuz it wasn't what i expected it to be.) nonetheless, i liked it and i've more or less enjoyed my experience here.
now that i've "graduated" the next thing in line is University. once again, my grades sucked. tell me. a cumulative gpa of 2.4 (from 5 semesters) can get me where? if i'm not wrong, even SMU's mass comm wouldn't want me XD (inside joke).
now. SMU is my dream school. don't ask me why.. it's the same as me choosing np's mcm. i just like it. the school's environment is good as well. cca's are quite interesting too :) sociology is what i wanna do. average gpa to get in? 3.4.
well done enping, enyi, felicia (identity crisis at the age of 20. please forgive me). now tell me, is there like a big exam thing u can TRY to do well in to scrape your ass into smu? NO. :)
just hope and pray really hard that your final semester is good enough. then again, to go up by a whole point is not easy. maybe you're just fated to marry a rich guy =D
speaking of marriages. i was just thinking about it this weekend. actually getting married and having kids are not entirely scary. it can be quite good if you want it to.
unfortunately. i still think that it is too expensive to live in singapore (though it's safe and clean and stuff.....) and that the pressure is too high. i think you know where i'm heading to from here. (education, for those who don't =.=)
see!? everything links to one another. and it's sad.
singaporeans are just borne to study, compete, work, compete and compete. it is not easy. nobody said it was. :(
P.S. kids these days are bloody spoiled and pampered. they'll grow up to be wimps.
baby wimps to teenage wimps. teenage wimps to adult wimps. adult wimps to old wimps. old wimps to dead wimps. =D nice.
My grades sucked. but who cares. I liked mcm. and i thought to myself, as long as i do well in o'levels. and i did! i managed to scrape my ass into mcm (only to be disappointed cuz it wasn't what i expected it to be.) nonetheless, i liked it and i've more or less enjoyed my experience here.
now that i've "graduated" the next thing in line is University. once again, my grades sucked. tell me. a cumulative gpa of 2.4 (from 5 semesters) can get me where? if i'm not wrong, even SMU's mass comm wouldn't want me XD (inside joke).
now. SMU is my dream school. don't ask me why.. it's the same as me choosing np's mcm. i just like it. the school's environment is good as well. cca's are quite interesting too :) sociology is what i wanna do. average gpa to get in? 3.4.
well done enping, enyi, felicia (identity crisis at the age of 20. please forgive me). now tell me, is there like a big exam thing u can TRY to do well in to scrape your ass into smu? NO. :)
just hope and pray really hard that your final semester is good enough. then again, to go up by a whole point is not easy. maybe you're just fated to marry a rich guy =D
speaking of marriages. i was just thinking about it this weekend. actually getting married and having kids are not entirely scary. it can be quite good if you want it to.
unfortunately. i still think that it is too expensive to live in singapore (though it's safe and clean and stuff.....) and that the pressure is too high. i think you know where i'm heading to from here. (education, for those who don't =.=)
see!? everything links to one another. and it's sad.
singaporeans are just borne to study, compete, work, compete and compete. it is not easy. nobody said it was. :(
P.S. kids these days are bloody spoiled and pampered. they'll grow up to be wimps.
baby wimps to teenage wimps. teenage wimps to adult wimps. adult wimps to old wimps. old wimps to dead wimps. =D nice.
Tuesday, March 02, 2010
new blog maybe?
Remember how I said that I was bored with blogger?
Well, I've set up another "blog" thingy.
http://p3ckyz.tumblr.com/
Please visit it and show some love.
Thing I like about tumblr is that you cannot comment (and yes though I love the attention, I would sometimes prefer that ppl not ask me what's going on. Because most of the time, I wouldn't know how to answer. )
I would be posting pictures regularly and random thoughts that I might have.
Of course, longer rants and issues would still be posted here.
If I want to complain and write and essay, you wouldn't find it in tumblr.
So let me know which one's better?
But I'm fickle minded. I might just have both. :)
Well, I've set up another "blog" thingy.
http://p3ckyz.tumblr.com/
Please visit it and show some love.
Thing I like about tumblr is that you cannot comment (and yes though I love the attention, I would sometimes prefer that ppl not ask me what's going on. Because most of the time, I wouldn't know how to answer. )
I would be posting pictures regularly and random thoughts that I might have.
Of course, longer rants and issues would still be posted here.
If I want to complain and write and essay, you wouldn't find it in tumblr.
So let me know which one's better?
But I'm fickle minded. I might just have both. :)
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Saturday, February 27, 2010
感动。 :)
Had lots of fun :) Almost forgotten the joy I had while developing my film, waiting and anticipating that all will turn out right and fine.
But the negative didn’t turn out as well as I liked it to be. I think D76 developer got contaminated or sth. Screw the Mass Comm students who were rushing assignments the previous day, USED UP ALL THE FUCKING CHEMICALS! MADE A MESS OF MY FAVOURITE COUNTER. KNS.
After that went back to Harbourfront to have dinner (yes I went in the late afternoon. Finished everything at about 5.30pm). Had beef noodles, not fantastic. bleah.
Then I had a birthday party to go to (damn busy hor). At Pasir Ris =.=
Was supposed to go alone cuz my family decided to pang seh me. (It was the birthday of a long time friend, if I’m not wrong, we were friends for 19 years? I’m 20 this year.) But guess what!?
有一个大好人陪我去！Even though he didn’t know who the birthday boy was. He only knew me. (I only knew the birthday boy and his parents anyway. I would be equally left out)
But thanks for accompanying me :)
So 感动 leh..
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Monday, February 22, 2010
New post
When i reach my friend's blog, i get irritated when they don't update.
In fact, i get irritated whenever somebody doesn't update.
But guess what?
I don't update that regularly as well.. XD
So anyway, i've changed my background image cuz i got sick of denim.
i think it looks better now =D
CNY is almost over (or rather, no more ang baos to take) and guess what?
i went shopping with my sister. off to bugis~
spent over 140dollars.
on clothes.
we are crazy.
oh. no.
she's the crazy one.
everything also "nice! buy! looks good on you wat!"
=.=
but i enjoyed the day out with her =D
and i never cease to amaze myself.
or some reasons that i'll keep to myself. just because i wanna act mysterious XD
am addicted to this new taiwan drama 就想赖着你 by jerry yan and ella.
and ohmygawd. jerry is so handsome!!!
wonder if i could find someone as good looking as him, as well-built as him (ohmygawd, if you saw his body you would go @.@ too)
but i highly doubt so.
bleah.
go watch it if you have the time.
it's pretty entertaining.
love the song by liu li yang too.
In fact, i get irritated whenever somebody doesn't update.
But guess what?
I don't update that regularly as well.. XD
So anyway, i've changed my background image cuz i got sick of denim.
i think it looks better now =D
CNY is almost over (or rather, no more ang baos to take) and guess what?
i went shopping with my sister. off to bugis~
spent over 140dollars.
on clothes.
we are crazy.
oh. no.
she's the crazy one.
everything also "nice! buy! looks good on you wat!"
=.=
but i enjoyed the day out with her =D
and i never cease to amaze myself.
or some reasons that i'll keep to myself. just because i wanna act mysterious XD
am addicted to this new taiwan drama 就想赖着你 by jerry yan and ella.
and ohmygawd. jerry is so handsome!!!
wonder if i could find someone as good looking as him, as well-built as him (ohmygawd, if you saw his body you would go @.@ too)
but i highly doubt so.
bleah.
go watch it if you have the time.
it's pretty entertaining.
love the song by liu li yang too.
终于可以在今天划上句点
一整夜翻开过去画面
快想不起我们为何会诀别
只看到那双你送的鞋
走一步又一步
我才发现转了个圈
走了好几年又回到原点
你送的礼物会不会太特别
毫不避讳那不安的传言
但渐行渐远习惯到没感觉
难道你早想让我走远
你送的礼物在此刻好体贴
陪我回忆把过往走一遍
穿了这些年难免会有淤点
就像每段爱总会有终点
Saturday, February 20, 2010
Nus application
Me thinks nus is a joke. Tell me. U put the deadline for collecting documents on a sunday.Singapore post don't post mails on saturdays and sundays. Doesn't this mean that ur deadline is actually on a friday? Then you might as well put the datr as a friday instead of a sunday and letting people like me have the hope that we still have 2 days to mail our stuff.
ok.. Well maybe it IS my own faukt for not checking properly.. Whatever then. I don't think i could get in anyway, i have shitty grades.
i will work harder for smu and ntu. I like them more anyway....
(en yi. Stop giving yourself excuses..)
sorry it's too early.. I might not make sense.. But whatever.
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Nice sign.
Monday, February 15, 2010
Sunday, February 14, 2010
Tuesday, February 09, 2010
Alright. It's been 4 days after my birthday.
It's been loads of fun. =D
Wanna say thank you to all my friends who have been there to celebrate the big 2o.
I guess I was just going through a phase, with work suddenly growing and issues going on in my own head (I must be crazy..)..
I just need to start looking at the positive side again.
But....
I get more attention when I'm emo.. XD
Should I continue to be emo?
Okay.. Maybe not..
I didn't like the feeling of being emo.
Besides, I wanna make people happy.
I woudn't want my friends and family to keep worrying about me.
They have enough to worry about already anyway..
By the way.
I am officially broke.
And I mean really broke. Zilch. Nothing. Zero.
Or rather... Negative.. LOL...
I either need to start looking for a job or start finding a sugar daddy.
But I get grossed out looking at old man with young girls.
I mean WTH?
That guy you're holding hands with is old enough to be your father.
Why would you wanna "date" him?
Oh well...
I guess is work then.. But I have commitments in school! =..=
Should I just leave them to die? =D
Oh.. But I'm not that irresponsible..
Gonna go shopping with my sister later!
Using my mum's money.
Cuz she wants us to help her buy clothes.
Speaking of which.. I haven't exactly finish my CNY shopping..
WEE!! RETAIL THERAPY HERE I COME!
It's been loads of fun. =D
Wanna say thank you to all my friends who have been there to celebrate the big 2o.
I guess I was just going through a phase, with work suddenly growing and issues going on in my own head (I must be crazy..)..
I just need to start looking at the positive side again.
But....
I get more attention when I'm emo.. XD
Should I continue to be emo?
Okay.. Maybe not..
I didn't like the feeling of being emo.
Besides, I wanna make people happy.
I woudn't want my friends and family to keep worrying about me.
They have enough to worry about already anyway..
By the way.
I am officially broke.
And I mean really broke. Zilch. Nothing. Zero.
Or rather... Negative.. LOL...
I either need to start looking for a job or start finding a sugar daddy.
But I get grossed out looking at old man with young girls.
I mean WTH?
That guy you're holding hands with is old enough to be your father.
Why would you wanna "date" him?
Oh well...
I guess is work then.. But I have commitments in school! =..=
Should I just leave them to die? =D
Oh.. But I'm not that irresponsible..
Gonna go shopping with my sister later!
Using my mum's money.
Cuz she wants us to help her buy clothes.
Speaking of which.. I haven't exactly finish my CNY shopping..
WEE!! RETAIL THERAPY HERE I COME!
Saturday, February 06, 2010
Relationship.
Know your goals first before finding yourself a partner. Find someone compatible rather than someone you want to be perfect. Review on your relationship often to know if the current one is the right one, and/or is on the right track to your goals.
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