I have been pretty lazy..

no worries.. will be posting pictures from my mum's birthday celebration soon..

I remember when I was in Secondary school, Mass Communication was my only choice.
My grades sucked. but who cares. I liked mcm. and i thought to myself, as long as i do well in o'levels. and i did! i managed to scrape my ass into mcm (only to be disappointed cuz it wasn't what i expected it to be.) nonetheless, i liked it and i've more or less enjoyed my experience here.

now that i've "graduated" the next thing in line is University. once again, my grades sucked. tell me. a cumulative gpa of 2.4 (from 5 semesters) can get me where? if i'm not wrong, even SMU's mass comm wouldn't want me XD (inside joke).

now. SMU is my dream school. don't ask me why.. it's the same as me choosing np's mcm. i just like it. the school's environment is good as well. cca's are quite interesting too :) sociology is what i wanna do. average gpa to get in? 3.4.

well done enping, enyi, felicia (identity crisis at the age of 20. please forgive me). now tell me, is there like a big exam thing u can TRY to do well in to scrape your ass into smu? NO. :)

just hope and pray really hard that your final semester is good enough. then again, to go up by a whole point is not easy. maybe you're just fated to marry a rich guy =D



speaking of marriages. i was just thinking about it this weekend. actually getting married and having kids are not entirely scary. it can be quite good if you want it to.
unfortunately. i still think that it is too expensive to live in singapore (though it's safe and clean and stuff.....) and that the pressure is too high. i think you know where i'm heading to from here. (education, for those who don't =.=)


see!? everything links to one another. and it's sad.
singaporeans are just borne to study, compete, work, compete and compete. it is not easy. nobody said it was. :(








P.S. kids these days are bloody spoiled and pampered. they'll grow up to be wimps.
baby wimps to teenage wimps. teenage wimps to adult wimps. adult wimps to old wimps. old wimps to dead wimps. =D nice.

new blog maybe?

Remember how I said that I was bored with blogger?
Well, I've set up another "blog" thingy.
http://p3ckyz.tumblr.com/
Please visit it and show some love.

Thing I like about tumblr is that you cannot comment (and yes though I love the attention, I would sometimes prefer that ppl not ask me what's going on. Because most of the time, I wouldn't know how to answer. )

I would be posting pictures regularly and random thoughts that I might have.
Of course, longer rants and issues would still be posted here.
If I want to complain and write and essay, you wouldn't find it in tumblr.



So let me know which one's better?
But I'm fickle minded. I might just have both. :)

i have this sudden urge to get married and have kids.
i wanna get out of this place.
out of the house.
:(



i really need to stop being emo.

感动。 :)

Went to develop my negatives yesterday.



Had lots of fun :) Almost forgotten the joy I had while developing my film, waiting and anticipating that all will turn out right and fine.

But the negative didn’t turn out as well as I liked it to be. I think D76 developer got contaminated or sth. Screw the Mass Comm students who were rushing assignments the previous day, USED UP ALL THE FUCKING CHEMICALS! MADE A MESS OF MY FAVOURITE COUNTER. KNS.



After that went back to Harbourfront to have dinner (yes I went in the late afternoon. Finished everything at about 5.30pm). Had beef noodles, not fantastic. bleah.

Then I had a birthday party to go to (damn busy hor). At Pasir Ris =.=


Was supposed to go alone cuz my family decided to pang seh me. (It was the birthday of a long time friend, if I’m not wrong, we were friends for 19 years? I’m 20 this year.) But guess what!?


有一个大好人陪我去！Even though he didn’t know who the birthday boy was. He only knew me. (I only knew the birthday boy and his parents anyway. I would be equally left out)


But thanks for accompanying me :)
So 感动 leh..

i'm getting bored of blogger.

New post

When i reach my friend's blog, i get irritated when they don't update.
In fact, i get irritated whenever somebody doesn't update.
But guess what?
I don't update that regularly as well.. XD


So anyway, i've changed my background image cuz i got sick of denim.
i think it looks better now =D


CNY is almost over (or rather, no more ang baos to take) and guess what?
i went shopping with my sister. off to bugis~


spent over 140dollars.
on clothes.
we are crazy.

oh. no.
she's the crazy one.
everything also "nice! buy! looks good on you wat!"
=.=

but i enjoyed the day out with her =D





and i never cease to amaze myself.
or some reasons that i'll keep to myself. just because i wanna act mysterious XD



am addicted to this new taiwan drama 就想赖着你 by jerry yan and ella.
and ohmygawd. jerry is so handsome!!!
wonder if i could find someone as good looking as him, as well-built as him (ohmygawd, if you saw his body you would go @.@ too)
but i highly doubt so.
bleah.



go watch it if you have the time.
it's pretty entertaining.
love the song by liu li yang too.

终于可以在今天划上句点
一整夜翻开过去画面
快想不起我们为何会诀别
只看到那双你送的鞋
走一步又一步
我才发现转了个圈
走了好几年又回到原点
你送的礼物会不会太特别
毫不避讳那不安的传言
但渐行渐远习惯到没感觉
难道你早想让我走远
你送的礼物在此刻好体贴
陪我回忆把过往走一遍
穿了这些年难免会有淤点
就像每段爱总会有终点