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I'm suddenly very very interested in my exam results. damn scared I fail sia.....

Sentosa Trip

Hey all,

Haven't updated for awhile. Been busy lately cuz Darling is gonna enlist for his NS. He's in Tekong now.. Hope he's doing fine.. =D

Gonna upload a few pictures and talk about our trip to Sentosa.



Taken on the Sentosa bus. Thought they had a card to use for entrance but I think the booth at the interchange ran out of it. We had to use receipts to board the bus and the tram back to Vivo.. =.= Got no card to keep as souvenir..




Taken by Darling.. Love the dreamy effect but we didn't do anything with the phone. It just came out like that. This was after lunch and the sun was nice and warm. We bought a mat there (cost a friggin' $15) and sat facing the sea. It's nice to go to the beach when there's nobody there. You don't get 13-16 year olds screaming and running around you when you tan.. lol.




A temporary tattoo that I got. It was airbrushed and cost only $5. The woman said that it'll last for about 10 days. But the tattoo on my shoulder blade.. Is fading. =.= It started fading the day after I got it.. Bluff me..




After walking around in Sentosa and figuring out that there isn't anything much to do without spending money, we went to Vivo to shop. I wanted to get a small drawer to put in my wardrobe to keep my cosmetics and stuff, but couldn't find any. In the end, I got a chew toy for Colee and a eyebrow pencil. Used up mine long ago. And since I got lighter colour hair, I figured that I needed to colour my eyebrows as well. It's really black now.. lol..
The above photo was taken in Long John Silver's, we were very hungry after walking around in Sentosa.. The taste of the food was alright, but what do you expect from a fast food joint anyway.
Took the bus back to his house and fell asleep straight away. And I keep feeling that I had my mouth wide open so I kept closing my mouth.. lol I must've looked ridiculous XD

Thing is, I thought I would tan a little (a bit I also happy you know?) BUT when I went to the IT fair on Thursday and met my friends, they said "huh? You dun look like you went to Sentosa leh. You look the same..." =.= And I agree.. I even put on the tanning oil.. But I still have the same skin colour.. What the hell...

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This was taken on 10/09/09 at Pulau Tekong Basic Military School 2 cookhouse. We just had lunch (or food tasting as they wrote in his enlistment letter) and he was just about to leave and fall in at the parade square to walk to his bunk or something.
Look at his face.. He couldn't bear to leave us all. I couldn't bear to let him go either, but what to do? It's compulsory.
But no worries!! He's coming out this saturday 19/09/09 due to HARI RAYA!! Other people have 2 weeks confinement, he only has 1. WAHAHAHAHA!




Can you spot the little brown thing? This was taken on my sofa. I was cold so I took my blanket out and lied on the sofa, brought the dog up to cuddle and he squeezed in between my legs, and fell asleep.. =.= no matter how i move, he won't budge.. I almost got a cramp =.=
But he's damn cute!!

new hair!

Went for a haircut and a dye this afternoon..

I went from this...




To this....



(Don't mind the pimples please..)


And I'm very happy with the results!!


Tomorrow gonna go tanning at Sentosa!! yay!
Hope the tan's gonna match the new hair.
Medusa sounds like fun, and Chloe Tan's gonna be the Chairman!!
WAHAHAHAHAHA!!


By the way.. I think I know what I wanna do on Wednesday, a day before the Boyfriend books in and I won't get to see him for 2 weeks straight.
LET'S GO K DARLING!! WANT?

Martina McBride - Concrete Angel

She walks to school with a lunch she packed
Nobody knows what she's holding back;
Wearing the same dress she wore yesterday,
She hides the bruises with the linen and lace;
oh

The teacher wonders but she doesn't ask,
It's hard to see the pain behind the mask;
Bearing the burdon of a secret storm,
Sometimes she wishes she was never born;

Through the wind and the rain,
She stands hard as a stone in a world that she can't rise above;
But her dreams give her wings and she flies to a place where she's loved.

Concrete Angel

Somebody cries in the middle of the night,
The neighbors hear but they turn out the lights;
A fragile soul caught in the hands of fate,
When morning comes it will be too late.

Through the wind and the rain,
She stands hard as a stone in a world that she can't rise above;
But her dreams give her wings and she flies to a place where she's loved.

Concrete Angel

A statue stands in a shaded place,
An angel girl with an upturned face;
Her name is written on a polished rock,
A broken heart that the world forgot.

Through the wind and the rain,
She stands hard as a stone in a world that she can't rise above;
But her dreams give her wings and she flies to a place where she's loved.

Colee

His First Bath!



Nua-ing beside my mum



Trying to get her to protect him.. (he hates taking pictures and being carried.. wonder why?)


Him sleeping in his bed..


My very very cute Chihuahua puppy!!
Named him Colee.. lol

事情如果那麽簡單那就好了
想讓自己不見
瞬間就通通消滅
人類如果沒有心臟那就好了
受傷不會流血
悲傷也不會流淚

I like these lyrics..
I think they are very meaningful..

*Translation*
If only things were this simple
I wish I could disappear
And everything will be gone in a moment
If only humans do have a heart
We wouldn't bleed when we're injured
Nor cry when we are sad


See? So nice... the song itself is really nice too..
And I'm quite surprised that 小鬼 can sing so well..
I know he was from some boyband in the past.. But I haven't heard any of his songs. Well, even if I did, I wouldn't remember.. >.<

And only now do I know his real name..
It's 黃鴻升.
LOL...

Well, he's gonna have a mini album soon.
I hope he comes to Singapore. Then I can go see him.
And I don't have to worry about squeezing with people.. Because I don't think he is as popular as 羅志祥.
Not saying that he's not popular at all or something.. But just saying that he may not be as popular as Show.
But I like both of them nonetheless. =D

Shall go back and listen to his songs now~

Is it so hard to follow simple instructions?
What is wrong with the world?
Too slow to react?
Or rather, just plain lazy?
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You knew I was doing work.
You had to switch off the router.
What are you? Stupid?
I think not.
You are just not happy cuz the desktop's screwed.
And that Shawn did not come up.
Well even if he did, there's nothing he can do..
The fucking desktop won't even start-up.
Okay, maybe I'm assuming here.
Maybe you didn't switch off the router.
Maybe it was somebody else.
Fine. Then forget those words I said up there because then, it doesn't matter to you.












What the hell is wrong with everybody?
Is it just me?
Am I just PMSing?
Or am I growing up and seeing how childish people can be.
Or is everybody changing and that we are growing apart.
Or is it cuz I'm just so immune to things, that I don't really bother to make new friends, to talk to people, to listen to people, to think about people.
I may very well just be a moving flesh without thoughts.
Without a mind of my own, without being able to make decisions.
I just keep everything inside.
Because I realised, sometimes, the more people know something, the more you are going to suffer.
They may say that they are helping you, trying to comfort you, but in reality (and they may not know it themselves), is that they are hurting you.
Bit by bit, part by part, organ by organ, cell by cell....
Until you are wasted away, rotted till all that's left is your skeleton.
And then maybe, people will think about you, regret hurting you, and hope they treated you better.



It's just another one of those nights where I think about how evil human beings can be.
So evil that they themselves, do not know it.
Sighs.