I'm just sitting on my bed and suddenly I realise how useless I am.
I know a lot of things, but I'm good at none.
A jack of all trades, a master of none.

I can earn money, I cannot keep.
I can study, I cannot do well.
I can sing and play the guitar, I cannot perform well.
I can do the housework and cook, I cannot do them well.
I can help my brother with his homework, I cannot teach well.
I can talk a lot, I cannot speak well.
I can give advice, I cannot follow them well.
I can listen, I cannot remember.
I ask people to be happy, I get emotional.

It's just another of those days. I just feel like a burden to everybody. =.=
I'm graduating next Tuesday. My friend on Monday.
I need a job. I need someone there for me. I guess I was too used to somebody being there for me when I need it. I need to grow up. I need to learn. I need more time. Maybe I shouldn't think too much eh?

it's may, and my work in april has ended.
it's one of the most enjoyable experience i ever had.
have made lotsa new friends, most of which i'm keeping and will make the effort to continue being friends.


learnt new things as well. especially about track events. learnt new soft skills as well. will help me in the long run


i really enjoyed working with this bunch of people, this company, this lady boss. i hope they feel the same way too :)


i need to find one day to go to school to collect my graduation gown. yes, i'm graduating. May 25, if you wanna take a picture with me, let me know!

talking about graduation. smu, ntu has sent me rejection letters. not a surprise to me, kinda expected it. but it still hurt. and it came while i was sick and rolling around in bed. awful. next thing in line, work. am looking for a full time job (i know it's not gonna be as fun as the previous one i've worked but i want to make the most out of it). i hope i find one that suits me. i am really picky. and i know that they say "beggars can't be choosers". well. i'm not a beggar, and i jolly well can choose what i want to do.i don't want a job that makes me sit in front of a computer typing random numbers and letters from 9 - 6. i won't learn anything from there.


i want a job that lets me work, and learn at the same time. because i believe that learning never stops (note, i said learning, not studies) try as many things as i can to find out what suits me best :)





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