fakes

FAKES.
THAT'S WHAT WE ALL ARE.
I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT I'M ONE OF THEM

if it's possible, why can't we have the real thing?
why must we fake everything out?
if we just fake things, then what's the point of doing research or having the project allocated to us?

and there are just some people who are so bloody irresponsible
FOREVER MIA --> Missing In Action
I'm just feeling so bloody pissed right now.
I'm also stressed. There are too many things going on right now.
PLUS CNY is round the corner. I need to do stuff like shop for new clothes.
(NEW CLOTHES = NEW BEGINNING FOR THE NEW YEAR)

So much things to do, so little time.

AND I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT A CLASS OF ABOUT 20 DO NOT HAVE AN ADAPTER FOR THE FUCKING PROJECTOR.
EVERYTIME ALSO HAVE TO RELY ON ME TO BRING.
THEN ONE FINE DAY I DIDN'T BRING THEN WE HAD TO WAIT FOR A VERY VERY LONG TIME BEFORE ANYONE CAN PRESENT.
CAN SOMEBODY AT LEAST HAVE THE BRAIN TO THINK AND BRING?
IS IT MY RESPONSIBILITY TO BRING FOR EVERYBODY??

FUCK YOU ASSHOLES!!!






I just very fucking stressed and pissed right now.
so i posted this thought of mine.
it might change later
but right now, i feel like that.

work

I went to work yesterday
only 1 day
at a banquet
in st regis hotel
6 stars rating
had to stand from 6+ to 11.30
bloody tired sia
but the hotel was really nice... the supervisor was good
i like kenny and nicholas... they took good care of us that night
th only person that i don't like is david and he isn't even my supervisor
he has a very short temper... and he scolds people for no apparent reason...
stupid fella

the night was ok but i think that the whole dinner was a bit messy...
i feel that it could have been more organised...
my feet still hurts...

darling attended to a table of Vietnamese
while my table is Malaysians
they were alright and didn't really give me attitude
so i guess i'm pretty lucky

i'm too tired to continue...
off to do my writcom!!
have to bloody retype everything....
cuz now got sample essay and it's very different from my version of the proposal!
yay!!
wish me luck... i am soooo dead...

mac died

MY MACBOOK DIED ON ME!!!
BLOODY HELL!!!
OR BLOODY SHIT, SHITTY BLOOD WHATEVER....

I'm so pissed can?!
can a macbook, known to be immune to viruses, be violated and die????
i couldn't do anything for 3 freaking days can??
super bored during those times
and i didn't want to alleviate the problem so i switched off my mac...
who would have guessed that when i switched it on the next day,
all my applications cannot work and i cannot do anything!!!
so i freaked..... plus i didn't have anything to allow me to back up my stuff...
i used up like 70 gb out of my original 80...
so.. if i use thumbdrives, i'll probably need 35 f*cking thumbdrives.....
LIKE WTH?!


luckily though i fixed it myself...
muahahaha!! i'm soooooo smart!! i reinstalled my MAC OS without backing up my files!!
woohoo!!
so i lost everything.. bleah! it's a bummer...
but then again, at least my mac's working fine again...
and i went to school to install all my applications again..
so i now have my microsoft office, adobe photoshop and stuff....
i still need to install my LE PROTOOLS for radio...
and that stupid program doesn't work with MAC OS ver. 10.4.11
which means that i cannot update my Os...
KNS RIGHT?
aiyah i don't care anyways...
after this installation, i'm gonna update my OS anyways...
at the very most, i do all my work on the school's computer...
they have all the sound effects anyway... muahahahahaha
leech from school....



oh ya and a side note...
my birthday is coming!!
hehe i wanna recieve lots of presents...
i mean who wouldn't like presents right?
so i'll be really really thankful and grateful if anybody gives me presents...
anything will do.. i'm not picky

^^

genting trip photos

WEE!!! i got the photos we took at genting...
now all i have to do is upload them!!
stay tuned!


*update*
here are the photos!!
not all of them though... upload until i dun feel like uploading le...


WELCOME TO AWANA!


Genting outdoor theme park






















Faster get up!!!


So i can lie on you.. hahahah








and last pic for today...
my pimply face..

sianz

i'm in lecture now and i feel like i'm slowly shriveling up and dying!!
cold~~~
pei my darling come school...
reached here around 8+
lessons start at 9
i need sleep...
bleah~

wahjong

i'm currently addicted to this game....


it's damn fun lah!!!

go to www.viwawa.com
and register to play wahjong....
it's online mahjong...
damn fun!!
EVEN MY MUM IS HOOKED TO IT!!!
muahahahaha
(all thanks to me ^^)

go play!!
"PONG" "CHI" "HU LE!"

tired

It's Friday and I'm feeling very lethargic.
I wonder if it's the medicine that made me feel this way.
All deadlines have been met and thank god I handed in my assignments on time.
This week is really hectic with almost all modules having deadlines for assignments.
And the assignments are not like it can be done in 5 minutes. A lot of research has to be done and a lot of work has to be put in.
(Not that i don't put in effort in my assignments)

I'm thinking of my birthday, which is 25 days from now
And I don't know whether to be excited or dread.
It's my 18th birthday and i feel that I'm getting old.
In fact, I think I'm too young to be 18.
I don't want to be 18 so soon, but i want to be old enough to do things.
Things like buying alcohol (but I can't drink... I kena "grounded" by my mother...)
going into clubs
watching M18 movies (I don't think I'll watch the gore ones though... I'm too scared to watch them)
apply for debit card alone without mummy's signature
apply for a lot more things because most things need the legal age of 18
but then again, why 18?
why can't it be 20?
I don't understand, does it mean that once a person reach 18 years of age,
he/she can think for him/herself?
It's weird isn't it? When you're 17, you're still a young teenager.
But the moment you reach 18, you're supposed to act all adult like and think about your future.

I'm just rambling... i don't even know what i'm typing...
it took me like 30 mins to write this post...
and as you can see, it's not a very long post.
but anyway, this is all i have to say now....
i don't know what to say anymore...
except that i got my 5566 cd and the songs are quite nice..
but i'll talk about that in the next post.

sick!!

*update*
i've change the song by the way... it sounds so much nicer now...
*end*


i'm ill...
and it's not the normal flu or fever or gastric or whatever...
i got skin disease!!! muahahahaha
actually it's not a disease lah. it's like an allergy except more serious.
i have these large red patches on me now. and i feel like i look like a dalmatian...

so now i probably look like this.....

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.A hopeless attempt at photoshopping...

yesterday i looked worse though.. darling said i looked like a lobster...
very mean right?
the red patches are very itchy and painful...
it's like the skin at that area is raw and whatever it touches it hurts.
so you guys can imagine how unbearable it is for me.
my mother threaten to tie my hands up to stop me from scratching
i know i have to stop scratching but it's just soooo itchy...
but i tried anyway... and i stopped scratching yay!!..

btw this is how i look yesterday.. it's so much worse than today...

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Seafood anyone?

Lol.. funny right? i have to take medicine...
bleah
i hate medicine... but it gives me a reason not to go to school today!!
wee!! i'm not slacking at home while chloe have to go and be bored to death in class...
sorry girl i couldn't go stone with you today.
darling stayed till late last night to look after me.. soo nice!!
love him lots..

oh by the way.. i'm not sunburnt.
it's just a skin allergy i got from school
(school very dirty ne~)
hahahaha
there my pathetic post on my boring life...
right now i'm thinking about yesterday.. and i started laughing
cuz i think i must look really funny..
even the doctor says he felt like laughing at me...
cuz i was trying very hard not to scratch myself... hahahaha
stupid doctor...

back

i'm back from malaysia!!!
will post pictures soon...
too lazy to blog so i'll tell u more when i get the pictures